Sunday, October 21, 2012 11:05 am

mehhhhh

listen, ♥You have NO freaking idea how much I hate idioms.

I hate how I ALWAYS have 2 tests in a day, it's like - BLAH BLAH BLAH!

Okay, need to STOP whining. :)

Time to STUDY for ESL and SOC.

Monday, October 15, 2012 8:28 pm

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listen, ♥The immense disappointment that I feel from time to time, is no joke, at all. Sometimes I feel like crumbling, sometimes I take it as a pinch of salt. But why must I always be the one going through these?

I give more than I receive, no complains on my side. But when its time to compromise and pioritise, must I always be the one at the losing end? No doubt that my friends are important, but am I not human? Do I not have feelings like you do or is it better that I feel manipulated instead of the world?

I give my time and put in effort into everything, especially towards my friends. But I realise time after time, all I receive is bullshit and ideas that I'm not worth the time or the little effort. I'm not even a piority when you guys are.

Thanks for making me feel so loved and treasured. I cannot feel any less than what I am feeling. And if its my fault for being insensitive and such, I'm sorry and I rest my case. What's the point anyway? Who am I to you in the first place?

One more thing, its so bloody easy for me to help others but when I'm the one in need of help, the whole damn world just shuns away or are just, not available. Seriously, it doesn't pay to be nice, does it?

Saturday, October 06, 2012 12:41 am

workload

listen, ♥NOBODY SAID IT WAS EASY!

2 Essays  12:30am      1 Essay
1 Research Paper Proposal 1am
1 Project Assignment 1:20am
1 Midterms
1 Quiz

Nobody said it was gonna be this tough either.

Thursday, October 04, 2012 10:04 am

Stupidity

listen, ♥Attraction without commitment.

I could do better then just that, but I gave it all up. Because of an extremely dumb decision.

Sucking it in.

Tuesday, October 02, 2012 12:00 am

Family

listen, ♥You know how we all grow up and come to a point where we stop telling our loved ones how much we love them. I'm feeling just that, and this feeling sucks.

I wish I could put away my ego when it comes to my family, but it's somewhat impossible, and it's sad.

I don't like how we no longer share. I don't like how we no longer spend enough time together.

There's so much things that I don't like, honestly. But I guess I just need to learn how to live and deal with this kind of things.

Enough said. I'm gonna try to be the happiest person in the world, without pretence.

Good night world. May tomorrow be a better day.